"thoughts"

to be honest, i feel as thou everyone thinks i m a heartless bitch right now lol. sigh whtever rly. . . . . . i did nothing wrong, my conscience's clear, so rly screw them all. but sometimes i feel like i m kidding myself, i rly do care abt wht others think of me, so fucking much. so much so tht i cld rly break down anytime when i m alone thinking bout these lol. i told myself i'll change when school started, i did, but looks like i m on my way back to being the old me. owell, this just sucks so much.